Cain killed Abel for Hustling?

In the fourth chapter of Genesis, from the Bible, Adam and Eve had 2 sons, Cain and Abel. Cain was farming crops and Abel was rearing sheeps. Cain and Abel were supposed to offer their products to the God, Cain offered probably some average crops for namesake as it was not his first time but Abel being the first time offerer, totally stole the show. Abel offered to the God, the fattest and the best lamb in his farm. Abel hustled hard and was able to make the best of his efforts. Cain’s domain was boring and took too much of his time and he didn’t have enough energy or enthusiasm left in himself to make it his best work, much like the life of an Average Linux Kernel Developer.

God received both their offers and was totally pleased with Abel’s. Of course, hardwork pays back. But, the senior one got offended, as Cain, the senior one thought that as usual, God would have selected Cain’s offering and he also thought that God was entitled to accept the offering of the first born son.

Then, Abel drunk with pride started showing off and this pissed off his older brother completely. Cain never had hit his baby brother as he knew Abel was too weak and small to fight back and survive and of course Abel was his brother.

But that night was different, his baby brother had taken away his dignity as per his opinion. So, when Abel was pissing Cain off, Cain hit him hard. Abel died then and there. He got scared and buried his brother’s body in the woods.

So, was working hard or hustling the reason for Abel’s death? Well, not directly, but pissing the stronger brother off definitely was the reason.

What do you think? Comment

I met with an accident

Hi Folks

This is a very personal post about an accident that happened over the weekend like they always do. Wow, accidents are really more in weekends, a bit ironical for the stress-free holidays. Anyway, this post is not about the relationship between stress free days and accidents, but about the story of my accident.

I met with an accident on last Saturday, by 11 am, IST. I thought I was being my true self and stress free, but since then, none at my home is stress free. Even my toddler is traumatised.

I was at work today and till 4pm, everything was fine, I was into work so much that I forgot my pain or my injuries. But once it crossed 4 pm, all the memories came back to me, reminding me of my accident, the pain and everything bad associated with it.

It was Saturday, I was bathing my child, but baby was having other requirements like sleep and taking a dump, so was crying. In the meantime, Someone was knocking my door, I opened the door and my ex-disrespectful servant asked me if she had to clean up my room, where I was then in a pacifying war with my child, I got super annoyed and shouted that she didn’t have to clean at that moment.

After successfully pacifying my baby, I went back to my servant and asked her to clean up my room, she told me that she would do after sometime, I knew that she was pissed and so I again went to the other room where she was cleaning and asked her to clean up my room.

After a while, when I heard her footsteps near my door, yes, she wouldn’t inform when she leaves , just leaves on her own, I saw she left my home.

I ran outside and asked her why didn’t clean my room, she said that I didn’t tell her to clean and that’s why she left. I immediately got furious and told her that she was fired and she responded that she was fine. End of story, or so I thought.

After 1 hour she came back to my home and started yelling at me. I asked her to leave multiple times and I told her that I would call the cops on her and even then she was staying there. My husband was there doing nothing.

I got injured, traumatised. I have been feeling anxious and afraid. I am an introvert and such people make hate extroverted liars.

I know I have made mistakes but not like this. I was raised to be honest, respectful by my beautiful late mother. After her death, I had to make a lot of compromises, because of my stupidity, low desires, short term goals. One of my mistakes is my marriage, I married a guy, that I never liked in the first place, because my father forced me to marry someone and only he was my suitor.

But that’s ok, people make mistakes and they grow due to the pain of their mistakes. Yea I met with a mental accident. I just hope, that I never have to repeat the same mistakes again.

My Failed Interview Program Series #1

Hi Folks

In my previous post, I told that I was trying to become better at what I do thinking that I was actually good at what I do. What a SHAME!!!. Recently, I got to know that I am not even good at what I have been doing all these years. I learned that I am not good at time management, listening, practical concepts. These were all the feedbacks I received while sitting for a normal company that would not even test my competitive programming skills, which actually requires time management and problem solving and understanding. Only if I was not faced with an actual person, who was looking at me!!! Wish I were with an AI that conducted the test.

Well!!! could have, should have, would have are all the reasons of a loser.

Although I solved the program after the interviewer left within 5 minutes.

Below is one simple program which I failed to solve at the test.

/******************************************************************************

                            Online C Compiler.
                Code, Compile, Run and Debug C program online.
Write your code in this editor and press "Run" button to compile and execute it.

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#include <stdio.h>
#include <string.h>

int check_if_anagram(char *s1, char *s2) {
    int m, n, k;
    m = strlen(s1);
    n = strlen(s2);
    
    k = 0;
    if (m == n) {
        for(int i = 0; i < n; i++)
            for(int j = i; j < n; j++) {
                if (s2[j] == s1[i]){
                    k++;
                    //printf("## %c %c k=%d\n", s1[j], s2[i], k);
                }
            }
    }
    if (k >= n)
        return 1;//true
    return 0;//false
}



int main()
{

    printf("Anagram\n");
    printf("%d\n", check_if_anagram("iamsmart", "stariamm"));
    printf("%d\n", check_if_anagram("iamsmart", "amismate"));
    
    //printf("%d\n", check_if_anagram("iii", "ijj", 3, 3));
    printf("%d\n", check_if_anagram("iii", "ijj"));
    printf("%d\n", check_if_anagram("iii", "iii"));
    return 0;
}

Ok, since this was my first company, I now have to do a course on interview preparation while relearning my c concepts